I'm mostly blah, I basically don't feel motivated. I don't know if it's all the feeling bad and all the medicine I've been ingesting, but I just don't feel as passionately about loosing this weight as I did, I don't know, a couple of weeks ago when I started. It just seems way too easy to continue the way I was and not change. It's just simpler to give in and give up rather than stick with this complete overhaul of my lifestyle (which is completely wrong let me tell you!). Oh if only there was a store I could go into and buy all the motivation I needed! But NOOO, motivation for me is quite hard to find and very easy to misplace to something else that I really want to do... that's easier than changing my ways.

Any encouraging words?