Needless to say, things have not been going my way. I've been struggling with changing my habits, and well I keep suckin it up! And just as I was ready to just kind of mentally just give up and quite, but publicly blabber about the struggles and not really try, Richard insists that we keep going forward. He said that no matter what, next weekend we're working out. Well that's now this coming weekend, and even though him being sick might hinder him from being able to work out with me (he's sadly coming down with the same crud I've had for a little over a week and a half), he said he's still gonna make me work out. How sweet of him! I need that push when I start to get down and out and that's when I end up giving up cause it seems impossible. NOT ANY MORE! He's actually stepping up this time to tell me "No, I refuse to let you give up." How sweet! I'm gonna hate him Sunday when he actually makes me, but I love him right now, and I'll even love him when I pick back up on a work out routine the following week. And I have a new friend who's working out and doing the blog thing as well so I'm thinking that local support and someone with the same struggles I'm having will also help immensely!

This is going to be hard, and is going to suck for a while. Giving up all the tasty things, in abundance, for the rest of my life... Oh the pain! And eventually... Oh the benefits! I'm suppose to be doing school work right now, so no more blogging, back to school work!