Now I didn't just give up at one go... I was suppose to be running but it was telling me that I was going too slow... I was freaking running! But it kept telling me "Too Slow", that was aggravating! Then we were doing some biceps curls that it wasn't registering! So that just added to it, then the final straw, and I said forget it.

What I didn't do when I stopped was get some delicious ice cream, or any other sweet things we have around the house (and SERIOUSLY need to get rid of!). I really want to loose weight this time.

I've tried to loose weight dozens of times and never really accomplished it, then I guess I wouldn't call it "trying". So now I'm at it again. With Wii Active, a Bowflex I haven't used more than 3 consecutive weeks in over two years since we've had it, and weight watchers, which I really need to start attending the meetings.

But see I'm a master at coming up with reasons NOT to do something, or if I really want to do something I magically become a master at coming up with reasons TO do something. So in my first 4th attempt at Weight Watchers (the most recent go) I decided to stop going because the lady that was there the other 3 times was moving away and I now had no one that I knew at a meeting... which is such a sad reason, but the reason non-the-less. And I was continueing with the online tracking and then a reason came up for me to stop doing that as well and now well I weigh roughly 70 lbs more than I did when I a senior in high school... maybe more. Not a pretty site and not one I want to keep in my early 20's. I've always been over weight, but I've never been THIS overweight and I DON'T want to stay this way. This time HAS to be different, or I might ruin my life continuing down this way.